caressing my cavities and fissures like the secret soul
of Retch
her footnote reads: so sorry so sorry so sorry I was born like this I became like this I was made into this blame him blame her blame elsewise No so sorry I know No It’s me Yes so sorry so sorry slurring together and humiliated footnote reads, head to feet, down to feet, I am feet, I am beneath, I am the footnote on every moment with my Betters I am below see me here so sorry so sorry to Intrude
There is something on the Border
that won’t be taught Hindi; god forbid for that I can’t speak English well enough
that won’t be wearing men’s clothes; but won’t buy a long dress
that speaks in the Academy; and screams at the face of a closed door
that puts on lipstick carefully; and hacks all her hair off in one stroke
that doesn’t know, but talks anyway; and tomorrow contradicts herself
that doesn’t talk when maybe she does know; and tomorrow scorns silence
that proclaims American; that proclaims Immigrant;
who asks why not both as one, but offers two selves to choose from
her footnote reads: origin unknown. Created. unreadable. Ambiguity in the space of erasure and non disclosure.
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